It's still fucking raw
I cant do no more
I've tried to let it go
Stop thinking of the times before
- focus on the pen and chalk it up to less is more,
But that don't really cut it does it? When your heart is sore,
Almost 16 years since you fell and left Adele, your Shane and Kell your mum and dad all the lads and that,
So fucking sad man that - the sky fell and ground cracked
yelled on impact knowing you weren't coming back
Ain't exaggerating when I say life just weren't the same after that day
no chance to say goodbye or walkaway
Yeah we played the game and got used to not seeing your face
tried to brave the pain and celebrate the hand you played
Day by day I take it now but it's definitely different in life somehow
The eye of the mind just won't allow me to forget and see what's left as any less
Take nowt for granted - man I refuse to do regrets

I know we're left broken
And I know we're left wondering
I know we're left hoping when there's a message it finds the wind

I notice everyday I notice less and note the stress it causes knowing that your falling from my thoughts so of course it haunts me,
Taunts me now I don't see how I can walk about around without my brother by my side - without a life
It's getting harder now to build you from the memories I stored inside,
like my mind's been fucking going blind
but I'ma try to put the past behind me like the last few years been flying by - times become a friend of mine
Bruises heal and tears dry and to be honest I was sick of punching walls when I cried so I stopped and I found I didn't drop I climbed
It's hardly paradise but it's enough to rough and weather storms to get me home alive
I don't know if I'm talking to myself or the afterlife - but I'm hoping this'll reach you if the latter's right,
I pray when speaking into skies the plights and words'll bounce off satellites and you'll know I wanna to talk tonight

I know we're left broken
And I know we're left wondering
I know we're left hoping when there's a message it finds the wind

When there's a message - it finds the wind.